Searching for Orion's Belt

I like to think that I always get everything I want. Most of the time, I do. But, in reality, the two things I’ve wanted most in the world, I’ve lost. I keep searching for reasons why – moving to Vegas, meeting x, becoming y, winning z. But, each justification never lasts nor seems to be enough. And so, the search continues… at least til Orion’s Belt appears again in the fall