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If I’m lucky, my hell will be over in 7,862,400 seconds. I’m counting down every one. Unfortunately, I’ll have a nice reminder of my mistake for years to come.
If only I could turn back time. If only I knew now what I didn’t know then. Well? I would have NEVER even looked at the path I’m down now. For the first time in my life, I 100%, absolutely regret the decision I made. Cheers to living in hell.
It’s been burning inside me for weeks. I can’t do it. I want to. I can’t. The angel on my left says, “Don’t”. The devil on my right says, “Do It.” I’ve re-written it a hundred times, a hundred ways. My mind is very strong. My heart? It screams, “Please.” My body? It’s developed a painful […]
True to form, I can’t seem to stay in one place for more than six months. I guess you can say I have commitment issues A year ago, I moved from Blogger to WordPress.com. Six months later, I moved from WordPress.com to WordPress.org. Now? I’m contemplating switching domains. Of course, it will probably take some […]
Just having fun with a few of my favorite brands. Can you guess what they are?
I once read something along the lines of: Commit yourself to quality from day one. Concentrate on each task, whether trivial or crucial, as if it’s the only thing that matters (it usually is). Excellence and quality are something I strongly believe in. But, I also believe in taking risks, trying new things and doing […]
Every once in awhile, life gets kinda rough. In those times, you search for a beacon of light to cling onto. Sometimes, beacons of light are hard to find. But, this blog has always helped. It’s always been raw, unfiltered and pure emotions. And lately, it’s been incredibly dark. So, until that beacon of light […]
Cutting may seem crazy to some. But, I finally get it… sometimes, the physical pain helps take your mind off the emotional pain. Sometimes, the pain inside smothers you until you can no longer breath. That physical pain? It lets you breath; if only for a minute.
I wish I could take the last two months back and start over. I’d do things differently. The old saying goes, “Fast, good, cheap. Pick any two. You can’t have all three.” If I did it over? Well, sometimes the drive to be the best comes with consequences and a price even too high for […]